Well, I guess it's all starting to hit me now what all has happened. I have one more day left to be done at the apt, and I think I am subconciously putting it off because it makes everything official.
Living with family is going to be harder than I thought. Not because of them, but me. I feel that if we are going to be later coming in, we owe them the curtousy of telling them so. Or if I want to wait and pick up a mess later, I don't feel I have that right cause it's not my house. It's been 10yrs since i've lived with someone *other than John. It's like being in highschool with curfews and rules all over again.
I miss MY kitchen, MY bathroom, and MY way of doing things. But that will come again soon. I think it's my mental point of view that's my problem right now. See when we decided to do this just until we found a place we liked, we still had income. Now, it could be a longer arrangement and i'm not really looking forward to that.
But, despite all of my whining i'm enjoying spending time with my family while Johns home. The important thing is that we are all together, healthy and safe!
5 years ago
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Just try to stay positive. All during this pregnancy I have had people tell me, just think positive thoughts. It really does help. The enemy takes every chance he can get to come in and attack our minds. Once, he's there, it's hard to get him out. I'm praying for you guys.
Oh, and you need to email me and let me know what "thrush" means in your last post. You said it was TMI and I'm wondering what it means EVEN IF it may be TMI. LOL
Love you guys!
I'm kinda like your friend Tonya I guess. Think positive.
It was hard for me to be living with the kids and my brothers family. It's just not the same as being alone, or in a place where the decisions are yours and yours alone.
One thing that's really struck me though as I get closer to June when I'll move again is that this is only for a time. For a short time. So I may as well enjoy the kids, enjoy the family around for as much as I can because all too soon I'll be in my own place again without them around.
So, for while it must be, enjoy it. Let your kids enjoy it. And be thankful. In everything give things and all that... right?
Easier said than done most days, but don't let the occasional grumpy day stop you. :) I have those ALL the time. GRRRRR
I think I have one every weekend night when the kids are making too much noise after MY bedtime lol. :)
Everthing will work out Kristi. I'm praying for you guys. I'm sure it will be an adjustment but just enjoy the family time while you can. Everything happens for a reason whether or not we understand what that reason is. I'm here for you!!
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